Welcome...Love

I just moved into my new house. I never thought I would be in a place this satisfying, and fortunately I'm not talking about the location, but my mental status. Im finally happy, with me, those around me, and life overall. I have back lapses where I think of the past and those who were a part of it, but I realize I had to go through that turmoil to be where I am today. I never thought I would be able to do it, especially not on my own, but I have. My home is beautiful, my boys are beautiful, my life is beautiful, and I am beautiful. I went through what I went through not because I'm a bad person, or that individual was a bad person, but because I had to realize what was right and what was not. If I ever see them in passing, I'll be sure to thank them, because even though once upon a time I was unhappy with the way my life was, losing certain people and material things, made me realize just how great life can be. Good Day to all. Bre =)

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im done

Doing Whats Best

Sometimes doing whats best is the hardest thing to do. I can't even begin to express myself.... Being hurt....forgiving someone and moving on never gets any easier.

Love's True Value....

Love to some it seems like a simple word, but to someone whose been hurt by that very thing, it is so much more. I have lived myself and learned this very fact and gone through what some would call life changing things, that makes one want to avoid the very thing that we live to find. But the biggest lesson to be learned is there are some things in life you can't run from. Death, your fears, and love. Now everyones list varies but these are the main things that stick out in my mind that over time I have come to terms with. When I was young I feared death, but now it is something I accept that is just apart of living. Just as my fears of death, which I realized is something I cant run from no matter how far I go, it will still meet me there. And last love. I have loved foolishly as many have and been broken, which taught me some things, but not enough to teach me to obviously not make the same mistake again. It took for my pride to be hurt for me to learn not to be so free giving with my heart. But the reaction of someone whose been hurt or whose heart has been damaged is to retract from everyone, show absolutely no emotion, and refuse to show affection. But as I said there are some things you cant run from. I don't know maybe I'll exxagerate later.

im rite at the edge of hurt and disbelief looking over at acceptance and contentment....I wish some one would just push me already so I can get this over with.

It's crazy....

It's crazy how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces.....more like stupid if you ask me.

truth is....

I've been let down so many times; being hurt doesn't phase me any more.
Take a number, whose next.