How....Im.....Feeling

....Fake promises...are much like fake names, you painted a picture for me, but there was no frame,
You made my future look bright, And I believed every word, I went to sleep on the clouds and woke up in the dirt,
And now I'm without shelter, and the wind is blowing, you said you'd be there for me when the tough got going,
Said if weapons draw, you'd stand in front of me, whenever I felt trapped said you be there to set me free

thought you were my hero...but it turns out....you're a no show........

Happy New Year

Happy New Year!!

Yay-__-. I've gotten to the point where I don't know what the cheer is all about anymore. I've gone from yay to why. I don't see any purpose anymore... I need to get out of this slump.

If only.....

If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you truly understand

Pride

I have seen many movies, I have known a many men, but most of my knowledge about Pride comes from my personal interaction with such characteristic. The love of one's own excellence is one way that it has been subscribed. In a way I agree with this and in other situations, I am able to disagree. Someone can have positive pride that has a positive affect on themselves as well as others, and then there is a sense of pride that can cause harm to ones relations as well as eventually to themselves. Pride wont allow you to ask for help, admit your mistakes, or truly love. Some people connect pride to pain, using pride as shield, protecting yourself from a hurt that was experienced in your past. I don't know though, that's just my opinion.

Today is one of my favorite peoples birthdays, one of my best friends, my life partner. Words can't express the gratitude and love I have for you. You truly may never know how much I adore and appreciate you, but on your day I want to wish you a very happy and memorable birthday with all the love and wholeness I have in me. God Bless us and our family. I love You

Mental Programming

It may not be believed but we are mentally programmed by the things we go through. They change us they alter or thoughts and make us dislike and like certain things as well as attract us to certain ways and lifestyles. Say for instance people, why are we attracted to particular types of people. Why do we have preferences. What generates ones attraction differently than the next person. How one male may be attracted to women of a lighter skin tone that are heavy set while his identical twin might prefer the exact opposite. hmmm....

Quote of the moment

Life has the name of life, but in reality it is death.