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im done

Doing Whats Best

Sometimes doing whats best is the hardest thing to do. I can't even begin to express myself.... Being hurt....forgiving someone and moving on never gets any easier.

Love's True Value....

Love to some it seems like a simple word, but to someone whose been hurt by that very thing, it is so much more. I have lived myself and learned this very fact and gone through what some would call life changing things, that makes one want to avoid the very thing that we live to find. But the biggest lesson to be learned is there are some things in life you can't run from. Death, your fears, and love. Now everyones list varies but these are the main things that stick out in my mind that over time I have come to terms with. When I was young I feared death, but now it is something I accept that is just apart of living. Just as my fears of death, which I realized is something I cant run from no matter how far I go, it will still meet me there. And last love. I have loved foolishly as many have and been broken, which taught me some things, but not enough to teach me to obviously not make the same mistake again. It took for my pride to be hurt for me to learn not to be so free giving with my heart. But the reaction of someone whose been hurt or whose heart has been damaged is to retract from everyone, show absolutely no emotion, and refuse to show affection. But as I said there are some things you cant run from. I don't know maybe I'll exxagerate later.

im rite at the edge of hurt and disbelief looking over at acceptance and contentment....I wish some one would just push me already so I can get this over with.

It's crazy....

It's crazy how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces.....more like stupid if you ask me.

truth is....

I've been let down so many times; being hurt doesn't phase me any more.
Take a number, whose next.

How....Im.....Feeling

....Fake promises...are much like fake names, you painted a picture for me, but there was no frame,
You made my future look bright, And I believed every word, I went to sleep on the clouds and woke up in the dirt,
And now I'm without shelter, and the wind is blowing, you said you'd be there for me when the tough got going,
Said if weapons draw, you'd stand in front of me, whenever I felt trapped said you be there to set me free

thought you were my hero...but it turns out....you're a no show........

Happy New Year

Happy New Year!!

Yay-__-. I've gotten to the point where I don't know what the cheer is all about anymore. I've gone from yay to why. I don't see any purpose anymore... I need to get out of this slump.